the end of semester 5

hi

i am already at home for about 4 days and suddenly i am being aware about my end of semester. teeheeheheee...

firstly, i cant believe i already reached semester 5. i have only 3 semester to go and we are all going for a practical on our semester 6. this is sad. we will see each other on september, on our semester 7 and 8. this feel like a pre-farewell before the real farewell which is on our semester 8. the last semester.

i already feel sad.

i already imagining the farewell at the end of semester 8.

ouhhhh

truthfully, i never dreamt on being at this stage before. being a university student. i mean it was a dream and it  became true.

ok, sory. it was more like a future planning and thinking and suddenly, i reached that plan ...... even i never planned on being a student at UniSZA and never even know the existence. we can just talk about UniSZA later. somehow, i am one step closer to the first success to live in a real world.

i actually hate farewell very much. i know and i am really concious about living in a real world.

SETIAP PERTEMUAN PASTI ADA PERPISAHAN

that is soooo cliche. can the meet never end??? pleaseeeee.

everytime there is a farewell or a last good bye talks or last meeting, i just couldnt bring myself to accompany them to the last part. i would rather say good bye from my room or anywhere far from the last location. i just couldnt  bear it. i couldnt put all my emotions and feelings into the good bye talks. it feels heavy.

thats why i always say good bye like an emotionless girl from a room. like i will never miss u all again. like i never know u before.

im sorry, i just couldnt bear the last .